THE ABSENCE
Is it too late?
Is it too late to sufficate?
Feel my hate
Is it my way to end my day?
Every hour living hell - fucking coward live and tell
Try to force the world to see through my eyes and be me
- the voice unheard
As I try to be my best I expect you to do the same
Given everything for nothing - so what's the point?
Yesterday come back today
even I don't know what to change
But now I know what I've faced
Being scared of me you all are now
Realize I am insane
Losing all, ending all., one more call then I fall
What I've faced
Hate
What I hate will not change
Now I know your lust
Now you know you're lost
Time
if you need time
time to feel right, just ask, I´ll take you there
Hide
there´s so much to hide. No one can be trusted or relied
It can fly away
It could go and never be seen again
There´s no such thing as being alive and see your own soul
Shut the lit up lights, hold on tight, call on the dark
This is me
I should find a way to let go and never be here again
I've died thousand times and fought through a million lives
Still begging for more and more and more
Call on the dark
You don´t see me if I do
You won´t hear me if I do
(I wanna tell you how much I hate you)
You don´t want me to think
don´t want me to breath
don´t want me to live another day
I know you do believe in me
this time, is mine
How can you live with yourself?
when you know your mine
Honestly, I know you want me
You, you now you are....
well I know you are!
I hope you do redeem the beliefs
Refuse and decline
How come you live with yourself!
when you think you´re fine
Laying down my hands on kill still warm
Moment of my own before the call
You'll never understand the things I have done
Denounce me and see the cursed one
Demon inside from otherside, right?
When no one has honestly seen his crimes
Breaking things, making noise, sanity is gone
The hate he feels inside his head makes him lose it all
From within I bleed through my pale skin
When blood runs out, tells my twisted life begins
Possessed lust of flesh keeping me sane
Reasons are still same, beyond the flame
No pain no joy
No truth be told
Just because I got no soul
One more prayer left to stay
Dark matter of time ending all life
Is this life? I'm crying out
Get no answers what you're looking for
If it is done hell will begin
Remember it when you're close to it
Forgive, forget
Never said the fallen words
Realized I always missed my chance
Never had the fucking chance
Won't undo the evil what is there
If it's done hell has begun
Don't matter if you're cause to it
I have been away far too long
I have kept myself far too strong
Not anymore
I want you to believe
Surrounded by the lie
This time it's for real to say
Why this is so hard for me to say
Fuck you all! Go to hell! Disappear
So to say
Listen to what I'm telling you
Like there's no sign of life
This time it's so fucking real to say
Why is this so hard for me to say;
Fuck you all!
Go to hell, disappear, run away
Are you evil among the feeble minded people like they say?
All I need is a confirmation to proceed this way
You get nothing for free
You gotta pay the price which I decide
Fuck it, break it, shoot it
All you need is to do it
Only road what you see is the road what can't be crossed
You get nothing from me
I use my revolver on your head
If this won't kill so let it live
Despite the fact you don't get to
Judging from sky above
Self-righted court of mine
Without a crime
PLAN YOUR ESCAPE
When I´m crying I feel everything
There is nothing more for me
When I´m dying I feel nothing
´cause I ain´t afraid to die
I try to be a man, a real man
(try to make it last)
One saves the day, another gets the blame
glory and fame, not a fair play
Whatever you do it depends on you are you fool
(Along the daylight came the only sun/I didn´t like it/I was the only one/
Sometimes I think I´m the only one who cares...and it´s not enough)
I´ve been driving sixteen hours
there is nothing more for me...and I mean it (this time)
Escaping all my mistakes
I´m searching a rope around my neck
What the frak do you want me to say?
You could not hear me anyway
The pain inside my head is getting stronger
My pain is here for you to play
I can´t control it anymore, just wanna hold it
I can´t control it
I´m wasting every second of my life
What the hell did I do wrong this time?
Whatever I will do I will be disliked...
You blame me for mutiny and treason no!
In one place I could be I could be in prison
(...I told you you got nothing on me, at least nothing you can find...
...It´s like living in a frakin dream...Live or die, live a lie)
This is the treason against humanity
This is the treason against you and me
So strange but it is more for me than it´s for you
I close the final door and watch the bridges fall
Look into my eyes, my eyes won´t tell you lies
Close the final door and watch when the bridges fall
´Till we fall, ´till we fall
Regret it all, then we crawl
´Till we fall
One more day and all this is gone forevermore
I´ve read tomorrows paper, I can tell you where to go
So strange but it is more for me than it´s for you
One more day and all this is gone forever and forever
Forget tomorrow, live in a moment
´cause we´re all gonna die
I don´t need your voice inside my head
I´m sure you´ll understand
´cause that´s what´s left of you!
I realize it now; it´s my voice in my head
We will see
I come along I´m coming
(This is my fight)
(Won´t be denied)
Fear me! There´s no turning back
Fear me!
All I need is a quiet place where I will be embraced
Or I need some quiet time to rip my head off!
You won´t get to say I die without you!
It will not be the same
We will see
(...I got no shit on you...)
Fear me!
No no no!
You don´t know what I feel or I don´t feel
How?
I always wanted you to know that life flies how you make it flow,
you´ll make it again now
Only few things matter in my life;
first is the way we love to play
I wanna die for you...yeah
I´ll die for you
I wanna cry for you...yeah
First we all must let it go,
´cause our lives fly as the music goes...and it goes on
Have you thought what you could have done better in your life?
You still have time to make it right
Right?
No-one knew what it´s like
to hide from your enemy
That enemy is hidden under your own worst mistakes
Good hunting!
Sometimes I´m close enough to see, sometimes I´m close enough to feel
When it´s time to tell what I feel?
Don´t have to pay for what ain´t mine, just have to see where truth lies
Cold stone is what I am
Now I will fall
You, you should have gone
Can you make it? Will you make it?
You really should have gone.
You should have known how to fake it.
Can you make it before we turn to stone?
Sometimes I want your soul to see, sometimes I want your soul to bleed
It´s time to tell what I feel
Don´t wanna rock your little world, just don´t wanna be unheard
Small word is what I need
Now you will fall
Run for your life, now it´s time!
Now!
PROMOCD II
Hold your breath till I´m with you
Just a moment and I feel you soon
Far away I am coming
Far away I am coming from
Seeking a friend to blind your eyes
You don´t need to see anymore
Seeking a friend to blind your eyes
You will see
Seeding the loneliness...seeking a f(r)iend...
by killing my only friend!...blind your eyes...
Feeding the mouth of filth
What if you have not awaken?
Just for what I´ll be coming back?
What if you are not awaiting?
Just for what I´m returning?
Seeking a friend to blind your eyes
You don´t need to see anymore
You will see
Walked into a room, my body started shakin'
I could sense the doom, my boots started a-quakin'
Let me get out of here alive, alive and well like I used to be
Don´t know what it is
I don´know what it will make us do
I´d kill for this
´Cause all I want my time inside will be worth of this sacrifice
Somebody save me!
Don´t wanna be disgraced!
Somebody blame me!
For comin´ to this place
I`m in the mood to start something breakin´
so get on your knees and give your soul to be taken
We won´t let you get out of here alive, alive and well like you used to be
Somebody gave me!
The life i gotta live!
Somebody hate me!
For being just like them
Disco m/f bullshit
The Wait
When my time is gonna be?
Today? Tomorrow?
I´ve settled around all those years
I´ve waited so long to burst in tears
For what? Don´t know anymore
When my time is gonna be?
Yeah...
I´m waiting, I´m waiting you
Still waiting, still waiting you
I sacrificed everything
I dug the grave in vain
for me to lay down when I´m down
Give it all to me!
Just give it all to me!
I´m sick of broken promises...
When my time is gonna be?
Yeah...
I waited for you at the place of love until my demons went away.
I´ve been fucking around with my irony...
This is all caused by the loneliness what I call destiny.
Nothing to do with reality...
Sometimes I think
Sometimes I feel
Sometimes I need a place to stay away
Sometimes I think of life
Sometimes I feel alive
Sometimes I need my time to fade away
I said you...
Yet here we are, we bind our eyes beneath the skies
Are you waiting for your salvation?
My crime is mine
my crime is only mine
My only crime is to stay alive
My crime eats me alive
My time will be tonight
It will delight the bringer of the light
PROMOCD08
Wake
up to this day, to this world
what you see through your eyes
Stand up against those who will pray,
who will pray and deceive
Are you ready to breath, ready to bleed,
ready to live another day?
Take it take it fast, run away,
you ain´t gonna pay the price
You´re
not longing for...
affection
I
think I said don´t come again!
There´s something you should know about me
I still have no regrets!
Just keep yourself alive, leave me alone!
Now
i don´t wanna hear what you got to say
´cause you will mislead me
to your private hell once again
you ain´t gonna drag me down there
There´s no turning back you had your chance
can´t you see the tide has turned
if you haven´t heard the anxious word
They took your place for good.
They
will do it once again and i feel
I will be fooled once again and i feel
You think you´re so much better, better than me
But you knew - you knew wrong - again
When
I´m walking down this road
I will do what I´ve been told;
never walk around
the door
never lose control
When I walk around, walk around the door
My
wrist hurts as i pump my fist
It took some damage when i punched you in the face
I feel as i´m walking in a London mist
I gotta find a place to hide from my disgrace
Defaced
myself before humanity,
can´t bare the consequences
I advanced my state of devolution from human to animal
I´ve lowered my status from human...
to animal
I´ve
gone from human to animal,
my furr isn´t there yet
From human to animal,
my fangs are in place
From human to animal,
someone tell me what i am!
I
think i feel no shame anymore;
even i mark my territory in your bench
Or when i released you from your personal war,
I gotta find a place
to hide from my disgrace
Remember
a time when we came down from the trees?
Intelligence was on our side until it was time for us to breed
Empires fell, they turn into dust (dust to dust)
Science has found the reason why...
ALL BECAUSE OF SOMETHING CALLED LUST